she's my psycho girl.. my living nightmare..

in my attempt to make jinn less gay, i decided to confiscate his hairband!

yes, i know. a guy wearing a hairband..
dun u think dat sounds seriously gay?!
wait till u see him putting it on..
li-sha really thought his hairband's pink wif ribbons n all..haha..

for that ONE hairband, we spent TWO days fighting for it..
resulting in at least 10 bruises, no joke..
some of the bruises probably came from the cake fight though..
which fiona, isa, jinn n i were involved in..
but jinn n i were the worst victims.. haha
only cos we both refuse to give up when the rest did.. :)


dun let their appearance fool u!
they may seem small n faint..
but they sure hurt like hell..
okay im exaggerating.. :)
they do hurt though..
n both my wrists were slightly swollen..


look! one extremely purple bruise..

despite all the wild stories u may hav heard, *stares at ching* lemme get one thing straight first..

I DID NOT UNBUCKLE JINN'S BELT -.-

neither did i rape him, no matter how much i wanted to..
oops did i just say that out loud?
haha just joshing.. :)

anyway! i finally finally managed to get away wif mr. hairband!
only cos jinn held my phone hostage -.-
owh well..


ta-dah! meet mr hairband..

so i kept it for a week,
during which i got really attached to it..
wat! it teman-ed me throughout my midnight oil burning sessions..
my true blue (er.. black) companion..

at the end of the week,
i felt really really bad about it..
but i couldnt give up mr hairband either :<

so..
i got jinn a new hairband!
haha say hi to ms hairband..

n _ _ _ _ _ came up wif the most brilliant way of giving it to him..


ey! dun get the wrong idea..



okay just in case u cant read wat it says..


so we were hoping dat jinn's mum would find it..
n then.. i dunno.. interrogate him? :) haha
his mum still cant decide if he's gay or not..

sadly, the prank didnt go as planned..
his mum just left it on his table..
without so much of a word or anything.. :( :(

anyway! isa i still want the pics of the cake fight.. haha
n a thousand apologies to helena, for messing up ur hse..
oh n thanx to u guys who helped us clean up.. :)

i don't mean maybe

The rules:

Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.

I dont watch TV these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse.

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm totally smart.

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really,really fast.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. [ahaha i bet a lot of ppl'll agree wif this...]

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone. [depends on who's on the other line..]

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat.

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex. [haha if i like the guy...]

I have tried alcohol before. [with disastrous results...]

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. [i still think he's innocent...]

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I'm obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies. [sometimes...]

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausages.

I love kisses. [i wouldnt know..]

I fall for the worst people. [gosh din din has to see this...]

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. [quite la.. parking tickets count?]

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

the poor 5 people:
1. isa
2. hui en
3. jasmine
4. charlie
5. poots

n now... shamay's tag!

10 years ago I was...

still a kid.. still am now.. so wat's the diff :)
skinny and gawky wif my crooked teeth.. haha
attending skttdi (1), 2 baiduri..
fighting wif ho kah fai and co constantly..
addicted to skipping rope!
taking piano lessons..
the top in my class.. haha.. sorry cant resist bragging a bit..
best frens wif charlie, aiwei n jou ling

5 years ago I was...

starting out at smkttdi..
in 1 amal..
a bit left out at first.. till i met helena n gang :)
still skinny wif crooked teeth, but wif the addition of glasses.. ahaha i noe, typical nerd..
an introvert..
best friends wif charlie, mun n wen..
introduced to harry potter by bryan..

[sorry, i honestly cant rmb events dat happened by yr]

5 most recent songs I listened to...

my memory - winter sonata
when you know - shawn colvin
not ashamed - planet shakers
chasing cars - snow patrol
ain't no mountain high enough - kelly clarkson and will young


5 songs I know all the words to...

Jesus take the wheel - carrie underwood
whatever happens is cool - blue
love paradise - kelly chen
because of you - kelly clarkson
deep and meaningless - rooster

Ideal places I'd want to run to...
england!

anywhere wif a beautiful beach..
some rainforest somewhere..
some mountain wif amazing view..
home..

5 things I really want...

isa's phone!
the whole set of harry potter books adult version.. haha i noe dat's more than 5..
drums..
england jersey..
more time..

5 things I should be doing right now...

brushing my teeth..
sleeping..
er.. resting my poor tired eyes..
studying
i hav no idea

5 biggest joys in my life...

God
my family (no matter how much i complain about them)
friends..
my dog..
harry potter! let's not forget him.. hehe

5 person you'll tag...

isa.. haha sorry, just couldnt resist tagging u again..
kylie
janice
pok
kai-kun

too little too late

sorry guys.. i noe this is LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG overdue *gives paiseh look* heh heh

Tuesday, 22082006

l-r: pok, cheese (our honorary member), ping, poots

heh heh.. notice we're all wearing blue except pok? pok u extra...

poots n i: oh lookie! we've got fringe...

pok n cheese: cheh.. braces r cooler...

pok: wat didcha tell ya..

n guess wat.. it looks better from the side..!!

me: please kay.. scrunched up faces r like, the best..


poots n pok!

poots n i!

pok n i!

pok n cheese! haha.. half of the "awesome" foursome..

haha.. all right! AWESOME foursome..

march hare n mad hatter!

(uhh... umm.. the fingers r supposed to be the ears, n the bag the hat, if u didnt quite get it -.-)

Wednesday, 23082006

wow.. this has got to be my first time posting up pics of my juniors..

meet lee (tian ying) and fred (evangeline) n george (esther)!!

sadly, padfoot wasnt able to make it..

l-r: fred, prongs, george, lee

yep... it's coincidence dat fred n george really ARE twins.. :)

some ppl think i look like them.. when i had my glasses on n my hair long..

so yeah.. then we look like triplets! :) :)

27082006 - 01092006

in spirit of merdeka, SAM decided to hav this colour-coded days thingy..

so like,

mon - blue

tues - red

wed - yellow

fri - white

yep.. a colour each day for our flag..

pei pei n i were most semangat..!

we dressed accordingly everyday without fail..

l-r: jas, me, reena, pei pei..

dun u think reena's hot? n i FINALLY got a pic wif her.. seriously camera shy la..

n my tee really does say "i hate my girlfriend"

the other side's "i love my girlfriend"..

shd've taken a pic of it..

someday la..

pei pei, din din n i

din din so patriotic.. singing "Negaraku"..

pei pei! my siamese twin :)

G10 (or the most of it..) n our mentor.. mrs kee..

the GAYLORDS..

With its leader, the gaylord of all gaylords...

who else could it be..

but din din.. haha

n yay! yun yun finally joined us..

somehow she doesnt noe the days of the week..

see, she thinks mon is tues, n tues is wed, n wed is mon..

so she wore red on mon, yellow on tues n blue on wed -.-

reminds me of joey from friends..

who doesnt noe the days of the week too..

Joey's days of the week

monday - one day!

tuesday - two day!

wednesday -uhhh *brushes off*

thursday - third day!!

n the list goes on.. haha

all i need is time, a moment that is mine

i've been feeling rather strange lately..

like, there's this feeling of emptiness inside me..
like smth's missing..
or smth unfulfilled..

i just realise that i havent achieved anything in my life..
suddenly it all seems unworthwhile all this time..

i told yuj, n she asked me how would i consider achieving smth then?

i replied, turning someone's life around, or touching them in some ways..

i guess dat's why i wanna be a doctor so badly..
so that i could give somebody a second chance at life..

i guess dat's probably also why i was trying so hard to change gay jinn straight :)

so yrs from now, when jinn's all grown up n married wif kids, he could thank me *beams*
haha yeah right.

i think all i've done is to make him even more gay -.-
IF dat's possible.

gah this is like the worst time to start wondering about my life..
i blame it all on the lack of excitement..
making it seem so devoid of meaning..

i need smth new!! fun! interesting! different!
i wanna save somebody's life!
or.. convert someone!
or.. climb mount everest!
or.. swim the english channel!

maybe i should just learn how to dance.

addicted

there's no other word for it.

i cant even resist blogging about it -.-

i had a dream the other day.. guess wat's it about!

haha.. dun u agree? im officially addicted.

ytd after col:

me: g!!!!!! wat time r we going back!! i wanna foos!

g: okay okay u've got enough time for one game! HURRY HURRY GO!!

me: but but.. i havent eaten lunch yetttt...

g: too bad, choose one! which is more important! foos or food?

me: uhhh.. FOOS! *runs upstairs*



i gotta take a break from it for a while, STUPID TRIALS! :( :(

check this out, the ONE and ONLY foos table i've seen in spore so far..

AHHAHAHA.. imagine this, i was so desperate, i was willing to play 2 games on this..

im sorry, the pics r so blur.. was taking my time slowly, about to take pic of the table, then i realised the lady at the counter was staring at me strangely.. so i got really paiseh n quickly snapped the photos n ran off -.-

owh well :)

anyway! i promise ill upload the other pics SOON!! really!! after trials kay!! hehe

oh ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAOFSIE! :D
im still gonna beat u in pool.. muah ha ha ha